Justin's Diary

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I went to Sound Check at 7:00 this morning, I dunno what the hell Johnny was thinking, he knows I'm not a morning person, but no one seems to care about Justin, I don't even care about me. From Sound Check, we had a performance on the Rosey O'Donnel show, which was the only thing I really enjoyed. But as soon as that was over, guess who was there to greet me? Britney. Lately our relationship has taken a turn for the worst----- when I say worst thats exactly what I mean. She calls me every hour on the hour, pages me, and if I don't answer the page, she throws one of her little "hissy-fits" and then doesn't speak to me, which I'm really thankful for, cause if I don't make her mad, so she doesn't talk to me, I couldn't stand being around her. Well, after the incident with Britney was over, I was so pissed, that I stalked off without Mike, so a WHOLE bunch of screaming fans came over and mobbed me. They REALLY fucked me up. My hair is out in some patches, my lip is busted, my eye has a dark blue circle around it, and ugh....damn I am in so much pain. Now why would fans do this to me. All that I do is for them, and when they get the chance to meet me, they nearly kill me, what the hell is that all about? I love the fans, I really truelly do, but I can't keep putting my life on the line for them. My life is such hell right now.... I can't do it anymore, I guess what I'm trying to say is, I don't want to be the `N' in Nsync anymore........</div> <bR> <div>   <script type="text/javascript" language="JavaScript"> sw="none";sd="none";ref=""+escape(document.referrer); </script> <script type="text/javascript" language="JavaScript1.2"> sw=screen.width;nav=navigator.appName; sc=(nav!="Netscape")?screen.colorDepth:screen.pixelDepth; </script> <script type="text/javascript" language="JavaScript"> function doit(str) {document.writeln(str);} qs="&sw="+sw+"&sc="+sc+"&ref="+ref; url='http://counter32.bravenet.com/index.php?'; url += 'id=341241&usernum=2682827986&cpv=1'; curl='http://counter32.bravenet.com/counter.php?id=341241&usernum=2682827986'; doit('<a href="'+url+'" target="_top"><img border="0" src="'+curl+qs+'" /></a>') </script> <noscript> <a href="http://counter32.bravenet.com/index.php?id=341241&usernum=2682827986&cpv=1" target="_top"><img src="http://counter32.bravenet.com/counter.php?id=341241&usernum=2682827986" alt="Bravenet.com" border="0" /></a> </noscript>  </div> </td> </tr></table></body>